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Month: January 2019

How Not to Cheat Yourself with Meditation

Some time back I wrote a short guide to concentration meditation. Reception was positive and some people wanted me to write more.

So, let’s talk about one way to divide meditative accomplishments:

  1. Takes Effort.
  2. Doesn’t take effort.

When I was 18, I could run ten five-minute miles in a row. It was great. When I stopped training a lot, that ability went away.

The second type is a change from one state to another. When you’ve got the new state, it doesn’t take much effort, if any, to sustain. When you learn to ride a bike, it sucks. But if you don’t ride a bike for 20 years (as I didn’t) then get back on one, you don’t have to go through days or weeks or months of training again.

A lot of valuable meditative accomplishments are like being very fit. Being able to go into the various Buddhist concentration Samadhis is a learned skill. To maintain it, you need to meditate about two hours a day, and if you don’t you’ll lose access to them. These Samadhis are very worthwhile, lovely to be in, and can make your other meditative exercises much more powerful.

But they go away if you don’t maintain them.

The Buddha famously learned the concentration meditations to the highest level and decided they didn’t solve the problem of suffering. The issue with all of these sorts of accomplishments is that they end, and they’re likely to fail you when you need them the most. When you’re too ill to meditate multiple hours a day is exactly when you will need, say, the bliss that Samadhis provide, and it won’t be there.

I already knew this, but I had it illustrated in my recent surgery. The shock of the (very major) surgery lost me all of my meditative abilities from the first category. It was about a week before I got the first bit back, and a month before I got the rest back. So there I am, in a lot of pain and so on, and most of the tools that would help me make it better are gone.

Anything which requires force or conscious action is temporary. It can or will be lost.

This is why most schools don’t consider these sorts of abilities to mean someone is enlightened or awakened. If you can go into Samadhi for days on end, that’s great, but it’s just a skill.

The second set of accomplishments are more or less permanent. You can lose some of them, with extreme brain damage or if you deliberately go out of your way to do so, but basically, once you have them, they’re sticky and they don’t require maintenance beyond not self-sabotaging.

This includes the Buddhist 4-part model, starting with Stream Entry, when that doesn’t refer to energy bodies (which in some schools, it does). It includes things like “I am everything” where everything feels like part of you. It includes “not an actor” and “no self” or “witness self.” It includes substantial changes to personality, where previous binding conditioning stops controlling you. (Truly ending an addiction would qualify, IF you aren’t running around still saying “I’ll always be an alcoholic.” It must truly be gone.)

Complicating this is the fact that a lot of the shifts I listed in the second category can be learned as abilities in the first category. You can learn to shift your perception into no-self, or “I am everything.”

If doing so requires sustained effort (if it isn’t an easy mode shift requiring no effort to maintain once you do it), it belongs to category one. You can lose it and when you need it most, it probably won’t be there.

For the more esoteric stuff, like energy bodies, this gets complicated. (But most readers won’t believe this stuff exists.) For example, the great Chan Buddhist criticism of Theravada Buddhism is that the energy body Arhats can obtain isn’t permanent. It lasts eons, but it slowly loses energy and in fact, contra what the Theravada guys say, you have to eventually reincarnate. (Is this criticism valid? No idea.) So the Chan guys want one energy body up, which they say is permanent. You don’t have to come back, ever, if you don’t want to.

The stuff that sticks can come from a number of things. Classically it comes from cessation experiences, where the data going to consciousness hits zero, you blank out, and when you return, the way you interact with the world changes semi-permanently.

How it changes depends on what you were doing that led up to the cessation. If you want particular changes, you have to do particular exercises.

Basically exercises like this are meant to narrow the brain’s attention to one particular part of experience: Say that there is only a witness that is never changed (Buddhist “no self”), keep hitting it with that over and over again, and then, in cessation, lock it in.

Multiple cessations are often required to really lock it in.

But there are other types of awakenings. I once had a completely mundane awakening, no spirituality involved at all.

I drank too much one night. Way too much. The next day I was nauseous all day. (I hate nausea far more than most pain.) Didn’t stop until the evening.

I’ve never over-drank like that since (been slightly hungover, but never seriously. I drink maybe three times a year.) The desire to do so just isn’t there. For an entire day, my brain was pounded with “This is NOT worth it.” Perfectly mundane, classical awakening structure. (For the record, I wasn’t an alcoholic before that.)

The key is that there is no effort. I don’t have to use willpower. I’m not gritting my teeth thinking, “I shouldn’t drink.” I just don’t want to drink most of the time, and on the rare occasion when I do there is no difficulty in stopping when I have had enough. (Now, Coca-cola is binding conditioning for me. I have to use effort sometimes to stay off that soda.)

What “enlightenment” is, is a long debate. I could spiel off a dozen definitions. But what I do agree with the Buddha on is that if your enlightenment requires you to maintain effort, it isn’t enlightenment.

That doesn’t mean effortful abilities aren’t worth having. I’ve been in fantastic physical shape at various points in my life, and it’s sure nicer than being in bad shape. I had moderately high concentration accomplishments at one point, and they were very nice to have.

They are also useful in pursuing the non-effortful accomplishments.

But don’t confuse the two, or you will cheat yourself.


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That Energybet Bonus Post

So, yesterday someone managed to hack the blog and blog one post. I took it down, and fixed the security flaw (I think) which allowed it to happen.

However, I didn’t consider the e-mail notification system and it went out with the nightly push. (Your email addresses are almost certainly not compromised, they are on a different system than the blog, with different security.)

My apologies. This should be the last time, though there’s a small chance it isn’t.

And the Seas Turned to Blood: 20 Years to Biblical Apocalypse?

And the second angel poured out his bowl into the sea, and it turned to blood like that of the dead, and every living thing in the sea died.

— Revelation, 16:3

And so the wise men did proclaim…

The apocalypse has a new date: 2048.

That’s when the world’s oceans will be empty of fish, predicts an international team of ecologists and economists. The cause? The disappearance of species due to overfishing, pollution, habitat loss, and climate change.

Already, 29 percent of edible fish and seafood species have declined by 90 percent–a drop that means the collapse of these fisheries.

But the issue isn’t just having seafood on our plates. Ocean species filter toxins from the water. They protect shorelines. And they reduce the risks of algae blooms such as the red tide.

And yet the children of man did not listen. From the Seas they took all they could. From the land they reaped all nature had, and more.

Deliberately, yea, they chose that all that they built should soon break, that it must be replaced. By this “planned obsolescence” they made of the world a desert.

One-third of all food, they threw out, while criminalizing feeding the hungry.

In the great Hegemon of the age, bloated America, there were five empty homes for every homeless person, and the rich feasted, then threw the food away, denying it to the hungry.

Houses were bought, while people died on the street, and deliberately kept empty.

The law of the day was greed. Selfishness was exalted as the greatest virtue. The sophists of the era said that all good things came from the rich. The word of the Son of God was used to promote the idea that God made those he loved wealthy and the eye of the needle was forgotten.

Truly, not even seven men still followed the Son.

Just then, a man came up to Jesus and inquired, “Teacher, what good thing must I do to obtain eternal life?”

“Why do you ask Me about what is good?” Jesus replied, “There is only One who is good. If you want to enter life, keep the commandments.”

“Which ones?” the man asked.

Jesus answered, “‘Do not murder, do not commit adultery, do not steal, do not bear false witness, 19honor your father and mother, and love your neighbor as yourself.’d

“All these I have kept,” said the young man. “What do I still lack?”

Jesus told him, “If you want to be perfect, go, sell your possessions and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow Me.”

When the young man heard this, he went away in sorrow, because he had great wealth.

Then Jesus said to His disciples, “Truly I tell you, it is hard for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven.

Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God.”

These men and women had chosen hell. Hell now, hell in the future, hell for their children. All of them had forgotten the most fundamental of the Son’s teachings:

And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.

 Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:

For I was hungry, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink:

I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not.

 Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee?

 Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me.

I don’t follow the Son of God, and I think that a Christian religion worth following would not include the Old Testament, or any part of the Bible that is not about Jesus’s words (including Revelations).

But I respect Jesus, just not most Christians.

And The Bible was right: Humanity shall reap as we have sowed.


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Looking Back at the Year That Was, and Looking Forward to Hell

Globe on FireSo, it wasn’t the greatest year for me, personally, though it certainly wasn’t the worst.

It was the second year where the heavy hand of climate change was obvious for all to see, with the endless West coast fires leaving cities wreathed in smoke for weeks at a time. Climate change is now reshaping the environment.

Trump was a nasty piece of work domestically. In foreign affairs, his legacy remains to be seen: If the Syrian and Afghan withdrawals actually occur, if the North Korean peace winds up being worked out, and if he avoids war elsewhere, notably with Iran, he will go down as a great peacemaker–whether those who hate him or not like it.

The economy is about due for another crisis and recession, but I don’t follow economic matters as closely as I did back in 2007/8, so I can’t call it exactly. Still, be wary, and store away fat in the larder when (or if), you can.

Meanwhile, in Europe, the so-called populist right continues to rise, Macron (a heartless, neoliberal technocrat), is running scared of his own protests, and in Britain, despite the Tories being demonstrably incompetent monsters, the Labour and the Conservative parties are running even in polls (which means Labour is almost certainly slightly ahead.) A recent study showed that 75 percent of all news articles about Labour leader Corbyn lie about him, so that explains rather a lot. Much of the rest is explained by the fact that Remain spends most of its time attacking Corbyn and by the fact that a lot of Brits are heartless scum. (There is a reason why neoliberalism started in Britain with Margaret Thatcher.)

Nonetheless, the simple fact is that there obviously has not yet been enough suffering among the comfortable classes, because they still seem to think the status quo is acceptable. They need more people they actually care about to suffer and die as they watch, I guess. That’s unfortunate and not a prescription; it’s just an observation.

The US 2018 mid-term elections mean much less than people make them out to. Nancy Pelosi, hamstrung by an ideology which insists on PayGo and attempts at comity, will do nothing significant. Even if Democrats lurch back into power in 2020 in the face of Trump’s unpopularity (as opposed to their own popularity), it will mean nothing if they continue to run “slightly less nasty policies than the Republicans.”

This is not to say there is no possibility of hope. Despite Democrats deciding to be the war scum party, objecting to Trump actually trying to end wars, it is true that Medicare For All is becoming party orthodoxy. Perhaps we can hope that Americans will be slightly kinder to each other even as they kill foreigners in large numbers.

And perhaps someone like Sanders will win the Presidency.

Still, the Democratic party remains firmly neoliberal and hates people like Sanders.

Despite all the squealing, 2018 wasn’t the worst year ever or anything. There wasn’t a World War, we weren’t in a worldwide depression, and the worst of climate change and environmental collapse has yet to happen. Certainly, for some people, it was the worst year ever, but that’s true of every year.

No matter who wins what, politically, the trend is decidedly to the worse. The Paris accords on the environment will not be met, and if even they were met, they would be insufficient. It is already too late to stop the worst of climate change. Meanwhile, the old political order is staggering, and what will replace it is by no means guaranteed to be better.

Even if it is better, it will come to the scene too late to stop us from hitting a wall. We are, for example, just going to lose a few hundred million in India. Unstoppable. The SouthWest of America is going to run out of water. Unstoppable. And so on.

This is now triage time; if you are wise, you will put less of your effort into “saving the world” (now impossible, by any reasonable definition) and more into choosing who is going to survive. The survivors will determine what the post-catastrophe world is like, so who survives matter.

Grim? Yeah. But this is what is, and denial will just get more people killed.

Meanwhile, there is still beauty in the world, real maple syrup is still sweet, and love still warms. There is plenty of good in the world to celebrate, enjoy, and live in. I suggest doing so; your misery serves only your enemies, not you.

Be well in this New Year to come. Survive your enemies, spit on their mass graves, and write the histories.


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